Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Music of the Spheres
I took the kids up to Griffith Observatory and while the lines were too long to go into the planetarium we enjoyed walking around the exhibits inside. I more than enjoyed it, actually. I was mesmerized. Maybe it was Sophie's huge, ugly seizure in the parking lot or the end of the year, but when we reached a long hallway that began with The Big Bang and then proceeded through time to the current day, I wanted to weep. The trail of billions of years was marked by some one's collection of astral jewelry, 2,500 moons, stars, suns and planets swooping and glittering along a hallway, marking time's odyssey. It was a strange and wonderful and unwitting end to my year. There's something about remembering that my place in the grand continuum is really so very, very tiny that is oddly comforting. I don't feel belittled but rather a part of. It feels terrifying and fantastic at the same time.
I guess I could go on and on about time and space and all that blather. But I think I'll end the year with a nod to the universe.
To Galileo and chaos.
To James Dean and Einstein:
To Saturn and Hollywood:
Happy New Year to all!
Exactly! I feel exactly the same way about my place in all of this. Happy 2009.
ReplyDeleteHiking up the Superstition Mts
ReplyDeleteI felt a similar sense
of my place in the big picture.
And the glory in participation.
happy new year to you!
ReplyDeletei love this trip you all took. what a great place to have in your back yard.
so nice chatting tonight.
xx
kyra