Saturday, November 12, 2016
Since the election, I wake up every morning in dread.
I lived in the first century of world wars.
Most mornings I would be more or less
The newspapers would arrive with their
The news would pour out of various
Interrupted by attempts to sell products
to the unseen.
I would call my friends on other devices;
They would be more or less mad for
Slowly I would get to pen and paper,
Make my poems for others unseen and
In the day I would be reminded of those
men and women,
Brave, setting up signals across vast
Considering a nameless way of living, of
almost unimagined values.
As the lights darkened, as the lights of
We would try to imagine them, try to find
To construct peace, to make love, to
Waking with sleeping, ourselves with each
Ourselves with ourselves. We would try by
To reach the limits of ourselves, to reach
To let go the means, to wake.
I lived in the first century of these wars.
from The Speed of Darkness, 1968
posted on Poetry Foundation
Posted by Elizabeth at 7:12 AM
Labels: Depression, election, poetry
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I don't know what to say.ReplyDelete
It all still really, really sucks.
Dread. Despair. Depression.
What an incredibly perfect poem for these times. How prescient she was. Or has the world changed so little? I confess I had thought we were further along. And perhaps we are, all evidence to the contrary. Hugs, dear friend.ReplyDelete
That photo, the essence of impending doom. One of the things that keeps me in this mind-swirling shock is the realization that things have just barely begun. Just now, at the very edge of beginning we are seeing things we never thought we'd see again. The expanse of 4 years seems like a century. I eat up the women's march, the electoral petition, the safety pin and the night time protests. I want the mountain to keep rising and I'll keep placing little stone after little stone on it until it crushes all of this craziness.ReplyDelete
I wish I had words for you, Elizabeth. Don't forget to breathe.ReplyDelete
I also want you to know, Elizabeth, that I never loose sight of how frighten this is for you and Sophie and your little family - and all the families in your community - I think of you everyday. " Who against hope believed in hope", we do.ReplyDelete